I keep thinking something is going to happen, but it never does. I am more and more disillusioned about my life here, like I'm living someone else's life. I would like to bail on this scene sooner rather than later.

I have not stopped paying my mortgage, but plan on doing so ASAP. I need to rent another apartment before my credit turns to shite. I am facing the prospect of job loss.

I want to get back into teaching. Best opportunities might come from abroad.

Might be good idea to travel to London in June....go see about jobs.

Need a month to month.

What am I waiting for?